Music: Angel
Who can I blame for it all?
Where does the responsibility lie?
Is it yours… for the pain you put me
through?
Is it mine… for the pain I allowed you
to inflict?
Who knows? Who can say?
Is it because of you that I allowed
myself to feel such dread?
Is it because of me that you could act
with such disdain for me instead?
What you called love I called
obsession, just too afraid to speak out loud.
Its definition, warped and tainted,
feelings broken, rotted, fouled.
Shut down myself because of you
I left myself behind… neglected… alone…
The least likely way to reignite my
soul
Became the only way that I could find
my room to grow.
As one
betrayed me… another became my
life…
But alone, or with my guides I wasn’t
scared of things that I was shown
Protected? Finally? Grown Up? Choose.
All grown up and all fucked up and
nothing left that I could lose.
The white light that brought me this
strength remains dark.
Was it you, was it me? Did the Elder
Gods smile upon my heart?
I’ve found this power from the ashes of
something I thought was real
But from it all... something happened…
something made me feel—
Where did you come from? Where did you
hide? Where did you learn about how I feel inside?
Did the Gods touch you? Did their White
Light tell you how you saved a heart that died?
We saved each other, took our time, we
did things right – I never cried
Over the way you treated me, you made
me feel so fucking worthy!
I
have gained power… simply by being… and we have gained strength… simply
by
loving.