Words: Angel
Music: Angel, TJ, Mickey, Sex, Nine

She wanted it to be real, she wanted it to be true
She wanted to find someone she could hold on to
She wanted to find it before she was lost
But if you'll be there tomorrow it's worth the cost 

Today I'm a jaded, manipulated instigator
Today you're a loser and a victim of society
I'm tired of being controlled I'd rather be a controller
Tomorrow when you're beaten down don't expect support from me 

I wanted to feel someone with their arms wrapped around me tight
I didn't have a lot of needs, just someone to keep me safe at night
A wall of love or just a gesture lets me know I'll be all right
And if you try to take it from me, best be ready for a FIGHT 

If you can't love me how I need then I just hope you'll plainly see
I'd rather spend my life alone than wonder if you'll really be
The one that I've been waiting for, the one that would complete and heal me
Too many times now I've been wrong, don't hold me back I must be FREE! 

She wanted it to be real, she wanted it to be true
She wanted to find someone she could hold on to
She wanted to find it before she was lost
But if you'll be there tomorrow it's worth the cost 

Today I'm a jaded, manipulated instigator
Today you're a loser and a victim of society
I'm tired of being controlled I'd rather be a controller
Tomorrow when you're beaten down don't expect support from me 

I've been crawling through the dark in a fit of manic anger
And I don't know how much farther I can make
I've given and I've given and ignored the signs of danger
The others, they only seemed to like to take. 

She wanted it to be real, she wanted it to be true
She wanted to find someone she could hold on to
She wanted to find it before she was lost
But if you'll be there tomorrow it's worth the cost 

Today I'm a jaded, manipulated instigator
Today you're a loser and a victim of society
I'm tired of being controlled I'd rather be a controller
Tomorrow when you're beaten down don't expect support from me 

I'm tired... so tired... and I have no more to give... but listen...
Just listen...

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